12/13/2005

Children

My four year old daughter was laughing in the back seat of the car last week because the trees were "bare maked". She was pointing at them in their shame.

I wonder why I just don't appreicate the beauty of my children more. This life is so distracting. I get so caught up and God has given me these little brilliant lives to care for and sometimes all I can think about is getting them to bed so I can rest! I would say that I don't know what the answer is, but I think I do know the answer. I just forget it all the time because I am a dunce. I know that if I love the Lord with all my heart I will love my neighbor as myself. I will think beyond myself and my own rest will not be the issue any longer. I will actually find rest in NOT resting! Lord, give me joy I pray!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Amen, sista! I love what you wrote, Rachel! That is what I strive for as well...and fail miserably at! Thanks for the encouragement. It's fun to come to the Green Cathedral to see how you have been. I get my "Rachel's stories" fix each time I do. Love ya!

Jen

R said...

So good to hear from you Jen! Thank you for reading! It is my new outlet for all those old bookclub emails that helped me vent!

I hope you are well. Give me an email sometime. Let me know how the girls are.